MAGAZINE

there are so many things in this world.
so many beautiful amazing wonderful fantastic wonderful great pure cute things.
i dont wanna ever leave.
why did i want to?
so stupid.
you can drink a six pack every night and dream of perfect lovers and good friends and animals that trust you.
you can smoke things that make you feel all groovy.
you can ride bikes and feel wind and sing.
you can hear music.
music sooooooo beautiful. music so moving. music so touching. music that does it all for you.
its endless.
life is beautiful.
you can be alone and poor and homeless and friendless and dying and sick
and you still have the moon and the stars and the feel of the road and the coat that hugs your back and the way that the cold are crisps your nose and the way people look funny and the way you can escape in a library and read things about things that you had no idea about and learn so many new things and feel spiritual and like there really is something. like life could have meaning. life can be very beautiful. you sometimes just look at the wrong things. you sometimes think about all the things that you did and all the things you are going to do that will suck or embarrass you or make you feel down. all the people that wont love you back. all the people that wont understand you. all the things that can make you feel sick and alone. but just look up. that sky is endless.